This blog is reprinted from the blogger: http://divineguidinglight832.vox.com/
One man…not the Order itself…but a large positive force within the Golden Dawn.
I had mixed feelings the first time I was getting ready to meet the man. I had been around others and heard stories and I also found some negative things on the internet about him. I had envisioned this “Occult Car Sales Man” and I honestly was not looking forward to meeting this man; however, I was at a point in my life where my health was taking a turn for the worst and I was persuaded by a dear friend to confide in Robert Zink what was happening and to get some healing work done by him.
I sat down with this man and we had a very pleasant conversation in regards to what was happening to me. I had discovered months before that I have a cyst in my brain and was causing me some serious medical issues such as severe headaches, uncontrollable shakes, nausea, vomiting, blacking out and to top it all off, brutal emotional turmoil. The Doctor who had helped me through cancer a couple of years before was not optimistic about it.
My Doctor wanted me to start chemo again in an attempt to shrink the cyst and due to the location of the cyst; surgery was not a real option. Surgery only had a 40% chance of success and even if it was a success, there was a high percentage chance that I would suffer a loss to my motor skills and mobility. After hearing all of this, relentless depression started to set in…yet another side effect of the cyst. The Doctor also informed me that the cyst may cause an emotional unbalance and wreak havoc with my emotional stability…hmmmmm….tell me something I don’t know.
After explaining all this to him and giving some past history on myself, Robert Zink told me he was going to do some work on me and he also wrangled up some of the other amazing healers within the Golden Dawn. We did some intense Ruach Healing and also did some emotional healing techniques…all of which were amazingly effective. Robert then gave me his personal number and told me we were going to do weekly work until this thing was fixed. Robert Zink took it upon him as his personal mission to heal me.
Over the next few months I did once a week and sometimes twice a week sessions with him. My health dramatically improved but there was still much more work to be done. Late last year my health started to decline once again. The cyst had started to grow again and was now causing dangerous levels of pressure within my brain. The Doctor stated that if it continued to grow at its present rate, I would start having seizers and more black outs and I would most likely be dead in 6 month. So at the request of the Doctor I started Chemo once again right before Thanks Giving 2008. I had made the mistake of stepping away from what I was taught in the Golden Dawn and by Robert Zink with my magical work and I started to wholly rely on modern science.
December and January were deeply distressing & painful months. I got to the point where I confided in Robert once again and sought out healing, and once again I started up weekly healing sessions with him and I also started doing intense healing work with other adepts within the Golden Dawn. My health improved dramatically and quickly. I say this to you now…I was given 6 months by my Doctor, I should have died May of 2009…and here I am in November 2009 writing this blog. My doctor is amazed at my progress and the fact that the cyst has slightly shrunk and stopped growing. I still suffer from the occasional headaches, but they are no longer debilitating and the severe shakes are gone. Even today I still continue to do occasional healing work with Robert Zink within the tradition of the Golden Dawn.
It was also around January when I started Miracle Mentoring with Robert Zink. It was through my mentoring sessions that I came back to find my original love and purpose…counseling. I came back to my original profession that I had stepped away from years ago and started working as a substance abuse counselor. It is here that I truly feel I have found my Divine Purpose in life.
It’s funny looking back now on how I was so not interested in meeting this man or how I had formed an opinion without even meeting him. Too often we judge without even experiencing. We allow others to influence us and if we don’t take the time to truly discover for ourselves, we are only hurting ourselves. If we only listen to others and don’t take the time to find out, we are allowing someone else to tell us and they are robbing us of the chance to know ourselves. That discovery, decision and choice are yours and yours alone to realize and make. Too often we have this vision how of how we “think” someone should be and when we feel they don’t meet our expectation, then we become bitter and vain or we cast judgment.
I believe anyone who calls someone a hypocrite for falling short of “Their” expectations is really the hypocrite. I say that because in one way or another…we are all broken and imperfect in our own way and yet we imagine that were not. We all lead lives of imperfection and we try to make more of ourselves and some strive for a higher purpose and sometimes we fall short of our goals. I don’t believe falling short is a failure, but a chance from God to learn more about ourselves.
We tend to cling to this idea of a perfect life laid out by what others tell us is perfect or by what we see on TV or read in a book. We cling to it and we start to make unreal expectations of others and we cling to this idea that our leaders should embody this vision of what we think a perfect life “Should Be”. If we expect our leaders and teachers to live on this higher moral plain then the rest of us, then we are just asking to be deceived.
I say this to you now, learn for yourself. If you are looking for a positive spiritual path, seek it out and discover for yourself. Experience it and judge for yourself. I would like to take this time to thank once again the Esoteric Order of the Golden Dawn for teaching me and showing me an amazing spiritual path. To thank Robert Zink for opening himself up and training me to heal and to working with other Adepts within the order in the process of helping to heal me.
The above blog was posted on another blog and is re-posted here.
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